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headsore system   |   it/he   |   minor
STATUS:   The current mood of johnwicklover1994 at www.imood.com


Wanna learn more about the epic webmasters? Cool. Welcome to our site! We're a transmasc autistic DID system who struggles with a variety of other things. For the record, we use i/me and we/us interchangably, we may be referring to us as a whole or just as a part but there's no real way to tell unless you ask. We are artists with a special interest in multiple art related things, one of the main ones is color theory! We draw on Clip Studio Paint EX with an old Wacom Intuos we got before we knew they were a strange company who we don't really want to support!

Our current interests include Sonic(!!!), Half-Life/Portal, Psychology, HLVRAI, Animal Crossing, Mechanical Keyboards, The Stanley Parable, and more! Most of our interests come and go, apologies in advance! Some unrelated things, we enjoy trying drinks/reviewing them and we collect soda tabs (or whatever tabs/metal pull things we can find)! We're only fluent in English but we've been trying to learn ASL and Korean.

We have minor sight issues (not looked into but got reccomended to get it looked into by our epic nurse) and we tend to code while sleep deprived...Please ignore any spelling mistakes you might see.
I apologize for my coding sins btw, yes I did have to get this tab code from w3schools. I don't understand javascript at all it's too big brain for my small brain...but hey it looks cool right haha we do prett much 100% of css from scratch unless we're struggling with a gradient or webkit.

Anyways, so whats our connection to the internet besides escapism? Well, we grew up in a very low income household and are too young to have had the old web experience, but we've always had an interest in internet culture, design, coding, etc! I really enjoy the expression that comes with people coding their own sites ^_^ I think it says a lot about a person (Not in an inherently good or bad way!) ... In other words I psychoanalyse you based off your site (half joke). But basically I just think it's really neat! I've always used the web as an escape and it's nice to be able to put my little mark on here.
โš ๏ธ This alter is dormant, somewhat inactive, or a fragment so we can't provide a proper introduction from them.

Dumb little man. His name is Actor/George and his pronouns are He/him or Any and I honestly don't remember anything about him lol he hasn't fronted in so long. He's a fragment and he's in his twenties I think!
โš ๏ธ This alter is dormant, somewhat inactive, or a fragment so we can't provide a proper introduction from them.

Soo this is Alyx and Alyx is questioning his pronouns but last time he fronted he said his pronouns are he/him so that's what we're using for him. Alyx is also fine with the name Alex. Anyways, he's Eclipsian.
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This is Amie! Her pronouns are she/beep/boop. There's not much to say about her other than she's a teen who really likes cats and cute stuff.
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This is The Batter, last time he fronted he wanted to find a better name he'd be comfortable with but he hasn't been able to find one. Anyways, his pronouns are he/him and he's an aroace anger holder.
This is Bambi, her pronouns are she/her or xey/xem. She's a Transfem Cupio-Differosexual who is a social alter and caretaker in the system. She's old as hell, 40+ bingo master /hj
This dude. His name is Benrey and his pronouns are he/it/thou. He's a transmasc gaylm who is probably a social alter. He's a nonhuman shapeshifter alien who is techincally ageless but appears in his 30s.
Hello. These fuckers didn't add me after all I did for them I hate you all. /Joke. Anyways, my name is Blake and I'm pronoun indifferent (I don't care what you use). I'm aroace spec, specifically Litho-Rose (I experience romantic and sexual attraction but I'm very repulsed by the idea of someone being attracted to me).

Anyways, enough with the personal stuff. I'm an anger holder, mimic, and the duality of a Persecutor and Protector. I try my best to protect the system but I might end up doing something that does more harm than good. I hold most of the anger in the system and mimic frequent fronters so others can function normally, specifically hold trauma related anger.

Hope I don't have to write any rage induced rants on here, have a nice evening reader.
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C is only listed here for friends information. C is a little and emotion holder. Do not interact with C if C states they don't want to be interacted with.
โš ๏ธ This alter is dormant, somewhat inactive, or a fragment so we can't provide a proper introduction from them.

This is Chauncey! His pronouns are he/they and he's an organizer. I don't want to explain what that means right now so do with that what you will!
โš ๏ธ This alter is dormant, somewhat inactive, or a fragment so we can't provide a proper introduction from them.

This is The CEO or Hank, his pronouns are he/him and he's a social alter! Whether he does his job good or not is up for debate!

Damien   |   no prns  >  he/eth   |  
Hello! I'm Damien. I prefer if you use no pronouns but you can use he/eth if you need to. I'm an emotional protector and emotional neutralizer. I love coffee, psychedelic music, dreampop, and piano. Some people might describe me as a hippie, I honestly don't care haha. I'm in a relationship with my lovely partner Wil <3 His button is the ๐ŸŒˆ near the end if you want to read about him

Fynn / Fleetway   |   it/any   |  
HII Literally everyone in the system forgot about me after I split?? Fuck you guys /J I KNOW WE HAVE DISSOCIATIVE MEMORY ISUESS>... Anyways, my name is Fynn or Fleetway!!! I don't know what pronouns I prefer just use whatever?? Uhhhh I'm THIS GUY real and true! YEAH MY SOURCE IS REALLY DEMONIZING BUT LOOK PAST THE DEMONIZATION AND YOU'LL SEE HE'S COOL!!!! Other than that uhmmmm I'm trans and like men. if. you like men Hit me Up.....Joke............unless.
โš ๏ธ This alter is dormant, somewhat inactive, or a fragment so we can't provide a proper introduction from them.

This is Ghost, local he/baa/ram child.
โš ๏ธ This alter is dormant, somewhat inactive, or a fragment so we can't provide a proper introduction from them.

This is Gordon! Specifically "Gordon1" as we labeled him in the code. His pronouns are he/him and he's a symptom holder. If he fronts, you probably won't hear from him anyways.
This is Gordon, specifically Gordon2 as we labeled him in this code. His pronouns are he/zomb and he's a hygenist.
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This is HABIT! Habit uses te/smile/eye/strain/he pronouns. Te doesn't really have a known role? He's just there.
Helloo ~<3 I'm not really sure what my deal is here, but I just say I'm a social alter since I do that best. My name is Rouge or Rose, I don't mind either ~<3 My pronouns are she/they/๐Ÿ’Ž, last one is pronounced gem/jewel/gemself if you ever meet me face-to-face or you just don't want to use the emoji. I'm Transfem and I think I'm Omnisexual? If so, I gravitate more towards woman and other feminine people.
Hello, you can call me Shadow, I don't really care if you use any type of nickname. My pronouns are he/it and I'm your local Transmasc Librafluid Gay. I usually put up a nice text tone (as we usually type in these) but I feel like it's appropriate for me to write like myself since this is an introduction. I'm an anger holder and an overal emotional person, I struggle a lot with pseudomemories and it heavily impacts how I interact with people around me. I'm aware my pseudomemories did not happen to me and are just a severe type of depersonalization to disconnect from trauma, but that doesn't change it's effects on me and I feel like its important to mention.
Fun fact, since I last wrote this I got an awesome boyfriend and I've been doing better. This is incredibly edgy looking back.
HEY! I'm Sonic, but you can call me the blue blur, super cool hedgehog, or whatever! Uh, on a serious note I'm the local eccentric social "egomaniac" of the system. My pronouns are he/him but I don't really care as long as you don't use she/her or they/them on me.
Hi! I'm Miles "Tails" Prower, you can call me Miles or Tails, I don't mind either! My pronouns are he/him or whizz/whirr...or fun/funs! I'm not as tech savvy as I wish I was, but I retain most information on what we know of coding and computers!

Whisper   |   she/it   |  
Hello! ^u^ My name is Whisper, you can also use whatever nickname you see fit, I don't mind. My pronouns are she/it, please exclusively use those when refering to me, you can alternate between them if you wish. I don't enjoy social interaction and get anxious very easily...Other than that, I'm not sure what else to say about myself haha ^^;; I'm an introject of Whisper the Wolf, my Icon is art by me!! ^^!!!
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This is XD or Clay, we don't really remember if he has a preference to one or the other.

Xerxes   |   he/it/x   |  
Greetings, you can call me X or Xerxes, whichever you prefer; I'm also fine with names like Xenophanes if you're close. My pronouns are He/It/X, I'm heavily questioning adding Thou/Thee to my collection as well, and I'm a Transmasculine Grayrose Gaylm. There's not much I do in my spare time, I enjoy listening to piano but other than that I just do the usual singletsona preformance. All I ask of you is to not mention that drowning countdown music around me, makes me anxious and angry, it's the reason I'm fronting right now to write this introduction. I don't think there's much else to note...Hope we may meet sometime :} Have a good evening, dear site viewer.
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This is Yancy, his pronouns are he/they and once again i don't know anything about this man.